Lullaby for Eternity

pátek, listopadu 08, 2013 | written by hibari-sama | Upravit příspěvek

I cried enough. Standing on the edge of my insanity. With trembling heart... touching the skies colored in red. Screaming.  Do I hear you? Talk to me... walls and shadows.

I would love to ripe your heart apart. Not for love but for hate. Not for hating you that you tried to kill me, but for stealing my mind and forcing it to go away.  I am just a shadow.


You used to tell me that I am special. Now, I am just your legacy. Would you cry if you would hear me now? Would I still be perfect for you? I wonder... do you remember my dreams? Because I do not.  It is like whisper in the dark, fading, falling down when I open my eyes.

Remember me... saying that I love you.

Perhaps this the only way I want the others to remember me. Remember to feel the winters touch on my skin... to young, to hopeful.  Would you laugh or cry? Can you answer me once? You... my words cannot reach you. So many years between us. So many words and.. space.

I do not wish to see you again. And I want to.  See you to know what should happen.

Yesterday I cried for you. Because of you. I cry often. Are you proud? Is it my mistake? Or were we both wrong?

I said "I love you" and I did not say this to you. Is it right? I DID mean it. I DID feel something. But I am not sure you would tell me that this is love. You stole that from me. I hate you, I could say. And i could not. I do not know HOW.

My body is broken now. Did you hear it? The sound of my bones, broking an falling into pieces. Would you laugh or cry? Would you make me proud?

'Cause this is my lullaby.
Lullaby for eternal eternity.  

Legacy.
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Ahh, my dearest Hibari.

No fajn, zavítam tu po fakt dosť dlhom čase a... Nejak nemám čo dodať.

17. listopadu 2013 v 0:16

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